margethemouse

It's the time of the year when people start getting caught in the rain because they think it's still summer I'm under the gutter getting my knees wet thinking maybe tomorrow I'll get sober Thinking about tomorrow and what I'll do to make them worry less or maybe I could stop being such a waste or such a hassle another thing to deal with I was an Astronaut  I was a Musician  I swam with sharks I am a failure  I am a drop out  I am a bulimic  I am the lack of motivation when you wake up hung over. I can't move from this spot but I feel guilty to stay here I feel guilty to stay anywhere I need constant night, constant intoxication, constant as